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sucky period of time. aiya. i just read on yingwen's blog. how come nanda become president???? where got this kinda logic?! then jason how!! jason good what! jason funny man ma.. why like that? i'm so luan le. i'm losing touch with the sajc band le. mostly cos now i talk more to j2s lo. i realise i'm not v close to the J1s leh. i'm only close to ada, janice, layne, yingwen. and yingwen is a j1 and a half. eh yingwen. actually i got letter pass to you one. but i no time to meet andrew. maybe i meet him later. i miss you leh. i miss elim too. i just saw huini yesterday. but yingwen i vvv long time nv see le lo. ever since the band fiesta leh!! then nv get to talk to you some more. sob.. hm. yesterday i went out with alvin and huini.. we watched league of extraordinary gentlemen. nice leh. so cool, the vampire woman! vvv cool.. hahas esp when her hatred for men took over, then she turn all black. then got a lot of bats surrounding her. hehs. then after that went walk walk with them lo. alvin lost money. sad. one week ago i lost hp. sad sad. went back home last night, chatted with *him awhile. hehs. at least got to talk mah. he damn cute lo. hahas. um then after that. got this thing i had to settle and i felt v bad abt. that thing la. i dont wanna give access to my classmates le. except lystra. aiya. but i got lystra to trust me, and talk to me, so it's ok. hm. wells, abt some thing, i told gab, jen and lys. i already said that i'm not very sure if the whole story's true or not. and it's been such a long time i dont think it's v trustable anymore in the sense of his behaviour now. and jen asked him abt it. he claims he's innocent. ok fine. and he said that i spread a rumour. but jen knew abt it a long long time ago. even before i knew it. i told her abt it merely to ask for her opinion. now she lets him know i told her that it's him, and so many pple know. NOW I was the ONE who spread e 'rumour'?? what rumour! there aint no rumour! it was only between the 4 of us. wasnt circulating you know. i didnt spread it to anyone. I saw gab was close to him. i told her just to protect her. but i know now, she's a girl of strong character. yup. but i did tell her i wasnt sure. i did, i did. she knows i did. she said i did. i dunno la. but all i know is that i didnt do anything very wrong. it's just that he misunderstood and that's his problem. went for speech today. when saw lianne and dowell, i sat down, just broke dow. i couldnt take the pressure. and last night i was feeling horrid abt what happened, and i had to press myself abt the medisoc project. i dunno why they're pia-ing like shit. and pressurising the whole group. every other group is lax, and they too, get their work done. yes, we get our work done, but i dont see why we have to pia so hard and cram everything within this week. every other group has a break from their medisoc project. except us. but i dont blame them la. it's just their way of working. maybe they get things done faster like that. just that i'm not one who can work under pressure, and i'd break down easily. how i wish i can be like carol. just drop outa mass comm. i wanna study music. or i'd rather transfer over to TP. at least i've got Jolene and Sarah there. and Joanna. sigh. |
